[[about me]]

Used to be Party animal and can be seen partying from Wednesday to Saturday every week... Been independent at a very young age and learning lots of things thru the hard way... I can be very ruthless for that is my nature instinct from the hardship that i've been thru... That make me who i am today..


[[likes]]

Forever In Love - Kenny G

[[hates]]

Why would u ever want to know???? u want me to hate u, u are most welcome...


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[[Friends]]

| Lemon |
| Vik |
| Jac Jac |
| Timon |
| Esly |
| Shy Guy |
| Ade |
| Juliza |
| Su-Ann |
| Aida Story |
| IkI |
| Shedah |


[[Wishlist]]

Outdoor wedding
PSP slim
I want my knight in shining armor
Backpacking
Loose at least 5kg
Car License
Shopping spree
snickers ball
Nike Running shoe
Make new passport
New Pair of glasses
MP3 / MP4 player

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Today was a hectic day going from one end to another end of Singapore.. Busy running around... From weddings to birthday party to birthday pit.. Went to Lolita birthday pit.. Didn't know what to get for her so i get a bottle of white wine for her... It was fun... A'an wanted to challenge me drinking chivas and before you knew it he was a goner.. hahahaha.. I still can hold my liquor well.. hahaha...

As i was gazing the star by the Changi beach and talking about Saz, i miss him so dearly... *sigh* why must he torture me like this? I know that whatever we want, we would never get instead we get what we need... Having him in my mind for the past few hours and days enough to kill me..

I did get over him for once, move on with my life and he came running in my life.. Dig the old wound that he left behind and when he done digging as deep as he want, he left me in despair again.. Staggering with my life trying to heal my wound.. Even plaster it won't help as the cut was too deep...

I've always been the strong one telling people to move on but when came back to me like a boomerang, i couldn't get over and done with it.. *sigh* only time can tell.. I wonder how long will it take to heal my wound this time... One of my aunt who happen to know Saz was asking me how is he, etc... haiz.. I don't want to deepen the wound which already deepen enough... I better gt some sleep as i'm working in a few hours time... doodles..


angelic-devilordevilish-angel
4:52 AM
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