[[about me]]

Used to be Party animal and can be seen partying from Wednesday to Saturday every week... Been independent at a very young age and learning lots of things thru the hard way... I can be very ruthless for that is my nature instinct from the hardship that i've been thru... That make me who i am today..


[[likes]]

Forever In Love - Kenny G

[[hates]]

Why would u ever want to know???? u want me to hate u, u are most welcome...


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[[Friends]]

| Lemon |
| Vik |
| Jac Jac |
| Timon |
| Esly |
| Shy Guy |
| Ade |
| Juliza |
| Su-Ann |
| Aida Story |
| IkI |
| Shedah |


[[Wishlist]]

Outdoor wedding
PSP slim
I want my knight in shining armor
Backpacking
Loose at least 5kg
Car License
Shopping spree
snickers ball
Nike Running shoe
Make new passport
New Pair of glasses
MP3 / MP4 player

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Life has been hectic for me this few days.. Lots things been bothering me... *sigh* Everything just screwing up and i feel rejected... Well wasn't suppose to feel this way till i met someone from my college.. Things wasn't the way it expected to be.. Its kinda shitty and i have to forgo it.. Well just put it on the shelf or better still dump it to the sea... Better not talk about it, he's just giving hell of time... Don't ever wish to even talk or see him ever again... Its really a mishap... Thought that we could click since we are from the same college but in different faculty.. I was impressed that he could kick his bad habit and start to be holy but He turn out to be a jerk... Who is better off being an actor... Bastard!

Anyway, J was asking me how's my diet and hair progressing.. Told him have not done any of it and he's kinda disappointed with it. To top it off, he's having PMS today.. He's down with diarrhoea and mild fever... So he's a kinda angry with me... So whatever i told him just wouldn't help... Thank to that he gave a earful before giving me a cold shoulder....

Better start going to the gym and get my hair done soon... Or i'll be sitting here all alone and being reprimanded.. Been putting extra pounds over the year... I guess stress just cause me to gobbled up the food... *sigh* I really hope my friend could help me up with my frizzy hair but haven't heard from him.. Seriously, if he can't help me, i wouldn't mind if he told me straight rather than avoiding me and not telling me... *sigh*

Life been really bad for me... Things screwed up on me... Its sooo unpredictable... There are too many uncertainty... At time i just wanna weep my heart out.. All this incidents really make me lose confidence in myself and i just wish that i could just fade away.. Seriously i do wish at time that i could just disappear in the darkness, carried away by the wave, etc.. *sigh*

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