[[_____aNgEliC [dEvIl]_______oR_____DeviLiSh *aNgEl*_______

Sunday, December 21, 2008

This is my updates of my life... Lots of wonderful and memorable occasions, holiday trip going on... Its just that i'm way too lazy to update it... Here is some quick recap on my life...

I was away to Phuket, Thailand for 5 days 4 night... Phuket trip is seriously great... I got myself tanned... Thanks to the outdoor activities for 4 days in the row out in the sun... The weather there is seriously hot that i can barely open my eyes without my shade on... There were 11 of us going for that trip...

First night of arrival, had dinner once we have dump our stuff in our apartment... Second day, out in the sea for sunbathing.. At night is all about shopping and looking and pass by the clubs and pubs full of drag queens... Third day, we had a morning tour to Maya Bay, Scuba Diving, Phi Phi Don and Kai island... The place is seriously awesome... Clear blue water.. Getting more tan... At night more shopping to be done.. Fourth day, out for brunch and more shopping... At night soak ourselves in the sea... After which we decided to bring down our booze and have some private party by the pool... It was seriously awesome.... The water was icy cold that we need the booze to warm ourselves... Fifth day, out for lunch, play some pools and some last minutes shopping before heading back to the airport and back home...

I miss the fun i had in Phuket.. It bring lots of joys and free from worries... Done with my holiday trip.. Back at my home town, there i was getting myself tangle up in relationship.. SO yeah, finally i'm attached after like 3 years enjoying myself that it got me freak out and suffocated on the initial stage having someone trying to enter my life.. I wasn't being nice to him at all... I don't want anyone to invade my circle... I was reluctant... I need some time to think about it clearly... After much thought and dilemmas, i decided to give him a chance and let him enter into my territory... No more flirting with any guys that i want or fancy... I guess that's all for now... I better get ready as i have to attend my cousin engagement... ciaoz~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:54 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

My birthday celebration was really a blast... Lots of surprises... I really am truly touch with the event for the whole day.... I enjoy my birthday minus the alcohol... hahaha... For once birthday is not about getting all high up and party till dawn.. Something different for once...

I'm really touch on how hard Min work really hard just to plan for my birthday and getting me a digicam and at the end of the day he don't have much cash left for himself to last before his pay day...

Yesterday went out with the starbuckaroos for buffet dinner as Mr. Ray is back in singapore for good (for now)... Since he is back, there are lots of things to catch up.. We shall start planning for lots of activities for him...

One thing for sure, everyone is looking forward to the phuket trip... I can't wait for the trip either... Anyway, i better empty the 4GB memory card to lend it to Snowy... better start kicking my ass for that.. Doodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
12:23 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Looking back at all the pictures taken during my clubbing days, kinda miss those clubbing freaks... Gosh.. How time flies without me realizing it.. how much fun i had back than when i'm still a party animal surrounded by party animals... When i feel like back in party mode, i suddenly realize those clubbing freak are attached and stuff like that.. suddenly i feel weird and realize that i'm alone...

Didn't realize that i've been single for too long... i guess enjoy myself too much to even notice it... but when one by one all the clubbing freak start moving on with their lives than only reality strike me...

what that make me? a workaholic... what else can i do, right? anyway, better keep moving... ciaoz~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
5:13 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

There seem to be so many things to blog about but just too lazy to blog it.. Anyway, today went after work meet up with some of them to celebrate Sya and Azhar birthday... They are so sweet to wait for me to cut the cake... hehehe..

Anyway, recap for what i've done last week... Practically nothing.. More like wasting my off days taking care of the kids and went out to night safari for halloween party which is kinda boring... Went out for raya outing with some of them.. Thats how i spend my off days.. I guess its time for me to sleep as i have to reach work early and on the server to start up the whole branch workstation.. toodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:49 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Today i have company roadshow... It was as usual looking at the statistic on the economy... I seriously have no idea on how to read the chart as i wasn't even paying attention.. All i see is zigzag lines of different colors... After the roadshow, had coffee and some pastas with Azhar and Liza.... I have a few things for tomorrow... This is what happen when i have my off days.. Catching up with the lost time and doing the necessary things that needed my attentions.. Hmm.. i wonder if i miss out on anything...

I guess thats all for now... I better do some of my things now... toodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:31 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'm going thru imeem and wondering to myself... Shall i buy my Kenny G disc as there are some idiot didn't return me back my disc... The forever in love just bring me back to the past during my high school days... Where i was involve in some Civil Defence guest of honor parade... They played Forever in love by Kenny G and that is where i get to meet my very first ex... During the pager era..

Time flies really fast... It was the saddest i ever experience... On how hurt i was back than but always portrait my boldness in front of everyone... Anyway, first love always hurt... But it was long time ago say about a decade ago...

Anyway, i got the Kenny G disc during high school as well when i start doing some part time tutoring... I kinda miss those old days during high school... Miss some close buddies... Gosh... How time flies... Everyone has went on their separate ways and living their separate lives...

Sometime i wonder what if one day i decided to migrate overseas for good.. Will anyone miss me? or will it be greener on the other side? For now, i'm embracing to the wonderful memories given to me by everyone around me especially to Snowy..

I think if our path didn't cross, i would have plan for my migration... Have always wanted to... If i ever i were to migrate, there are so many things i will miss... Too many things that is nailing me to where i am right now... Too many memories that i can't bear to leave it... Regardless of happiness, sadness, indescribable feeling... Well i guess that's all for now.. Toodles~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:40 AM

Monday, October 06, 2008

Today was really nice and simple outing with Din... We meet up at around 4 plus as our movie start at 5.. We watch Eagle Eye.. The show is nice with load of action pack.. After the movie, we head down to Breeks and ZingDo... I had lasagne and he had some Korea food... Went to Kinokuniya to check out the outdoor cafe he was talking about... The place do exist but sadly they close that area permanently... After dinner we head down to Borders and chill out at coffee beans.. After that we head back home... Just for some simple outing... So my dear Snowy, we don't have anything fanciful today just a simple and casual outing... hehehe..

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
12:19 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Today is the first day of raya... Everything been great... Spending heeps of money for the festive season alone.. Been talking to Snowy that i need something or someone to spice up my life... My life been getting mundane... I don't know why i feel this way.. I guess must be my immune system weakening and i feel crappy..

What shall i do now? Hmm... There are things just seem unclear or either that i choose to ignore it.. I know that the more we want something and how badly we want it, we can never have it... At this moment there isn't any that i'm trying to obtain or anything like that...

Hmm... I was chatting with Snowy about Din... Sometime i don't care about him at all.. To me he is just a friend and i don't seem to feel anything special about him... Sometime i find that he is nice guy with idiosyncrasy... hahahaha... He just seem to get on everyone nerve and yet on mine... I wonder what will i do if he ever get on my nerve... I think i will skin him alive... Muahahaha...

Everyone seem to be matchmaking both of us... Did i show sign that i like him? *i wonder* The thing is i'm just being neutral.. i guess.. Anyway, i better stop blabbing... toodles~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
12:11 AM

Monday, September 29, 2008

Work been hectic for me.. I'm suppose to go to Bukit Timah Branch today for a week but my manager disagree to it as its far and she only can let me go relief for 2 to 3 days and not more than that.. As the government money is out, we need 3 officers to be around to back up... Even the ubi branch need my assistance... gosh.. i would prefer to go to ubi as it is nearer to my home... so i don't know what gonna happen to me.. so all i can do is just wait where shall i head to tomorrow... Today is a last minute off day for me..

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
3:25 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I've been going out for 4 days in a row with Min and i guess i need a break... I need some personal space and he been advancing rather fast... I need time to regain myself.. I need space to think.. He is a nice guy and sweet too.. I guess been single too long and being way too independent kinda...

Rumors been spreading like a burning forest... I don't know how the guys are so up to date than the girls.. I wonder...

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:27 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Have u ever like someone to only realize that person like u as well but cupid just miss their arrows... Well that happen to me... Had a crush on someone from my college to realize that he do like me before... Oh well.. When i was attached, he was single and when i'm single, he is attached right now.. Well i guess we are not meant for each other but merely as friends... Anyway, i would just wanna wish him always be happy with his love one.. I hope the old flame won't start a spark again for that might hurt... Oh well.. That is life.. You will never get what u want but u might get what u need...

I'm still waiting for my knight in shining armor to rescue me from this lonely despair.. I wonder where is my knight in shining armor... is he someone out there married, attached, gay or even worse still dead.... hehehe... I think i'm a little crappy now... I better get moving.. ciaoz~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
4:18 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

last saturday was fun... celebrated zack birthday... today went out with din and ali to watch movie... the show was ok with pathetic ending... while i was browsing thru my facebook, i decided to check out on saz profile and it dawn on me that everything is all in the past... having two guys running in and out of my life really keep me occupied and busy... with ram being nice with me and saz start to disappear just like that... its like taking turn to walk in and out of my life, create a big pile of mess and there they go again...

its not that i want to reconcile any of it but i'm just getting sick and tired of all this and i'm already immune to it.... even how they come in my life and do the sweet talking, its doesn't help at all... so whoever the next guy trying to come into my life, i shall say all the best to that person as they have to break a huge barrier that have been surrounding my heart over time... been too long and the barrier getting thicker over the time...

anyway, i shall be sleeping soon... got to work early tomorrow... suddenly i feel lazy to work.. hope the new branch people would treat me nicely... toodles~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:20 AM

Monday, September 08, 2008

Today is my first day in Kallang branch.. It was ok but the thought of waking up in the morning is so not me... Thank God its fasting month as my mum will wake me up in the morning without fail... hehehe.. Everything been well except for earlier on my line having some problem.. but its all fix now..

I think i better sleep early... Suddenly i feel lazy to update my blog.. So i guess i'll just leave it hanging here and i will update when i'm like fully awake or when i have enough strength... toodles~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
9:58 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

I've been working for 2 weeks since last Tuesday... Its been tiring and i ended up sleeping most of the time the whole of today.. Gosh.. Thank God i'm off today if not i don't know how i'm gonna survive another week of working... My manager was wondering if i could come back to work today.. Good think i rejected... Seriously i would be working 3 weeks straight..

I wanted to buy shoe today but its too late for now... I was busy playing game didn't realize the time... Oh well.. my bad... Since i don't have my cover toe shoe, i need to wear formal clothing and i can't wear my uniform... anyway, i think i better do what i want to do and than i better head to bed early as i have long day ahead tomorrow.. I guess i better get some rest now... toodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
11:03 PM

Friday, September 05, 2008

Life been great.. Having karaoke session with Ziz, Panama, Din, Snowy & Zack before the fasting month start.. The start of fasting month been great too as i start my training at a new branch for week.. I'm so happy and excited at the new branch.. It so centralize... i like..

First day of break fast was kinda pathetic... Bought soya bean drink and tarquitos and thats about all... The second day of break fast i was out with Liz and Azh for pizza at marina square.. The third day of break fast was with Snowy at komalas... Fourth day of break fast which is today, with Panama at long john silver.. Tomorrow gonna meet the traveler friends as we are having emergency gathering as we might have to detour..

I wonder what's with Panama and Snowy wanting me and Din to be together... Just because everyone in lovey dovey mode i have to be one as well.. Hmmm.. no thanks... its ok babes.. there isn't a need to matchmake both of us.. i'm happy being single... hahahaha... i want to sleep but i can't as my hair a little wet.. so i guess i just play some game before sleeping.. ciaoz~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
12:36 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Earlier on Ram called me and we chatted catching up time with each other... Its been like 2 over years to 3 years when we decided to go our separate ways and yet he still there... Still there not letting go fully... At time i wonder what is he up to.. He is the one who want to get out of the door saying that there isn't any love left... Saying that i deserve someone better... What an asshole...

When a guy love you, they would do anything to get you but if they don't love you they would do anything to dump you away...
After we ended our relationship, i became workaholic... Seriously workaholic who don't have time to socialize... Maybe God being kind enough to me wanting me to get a life... I decided to chill out with Snowy on Nad birthday bash... That is when we get close till today... Thanks Snowy... If our path never cross, i will still busy working my ass off...

Along the way i did met up with some guys and went out on date with them... But it was just a casual date where nothing special happen... I thought one of it turn out well... The one with Saz but it ended up to nowhere... *sigh*

If ever Ram want to come back to my life, shall i take him back in my life? Just a thought... What do you think? Any protestant?

I should be sleeping right now as i have another long day ahead tomorrow.. I should be a good girl for this whole week as next week is my officer training... I can't under perform nor can i screwed up anything this whole week.. I hope everything went smoothly as i can't afford to make a single mistake... Seriously can't as its a matter of promotion concern...

I think i better get some rest now.. ciaoz~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:34 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008

My off days been filled up with lots of activities... Thanks Snowy and the rest who make my day.. There are so many activities that i couldn't remember in order... So here are the re-cap on what i've been doing on my off days..

Wednesday went to Lao Pa Sat to have satay as Snowy was craving it.. After dinner, we head down to one Fullerton to sit near the merlion and chatting... It was a simple yet nice outing...

Friday was out shisha-ing with 10 peoples.. Its really a blast to have so many out for shisha-ing... I really enjoyed there.. There come to a point it seems like mass orgy... hahahaha.... We had our foods, drinks and shisha...

Saturday, meet up with the babes to watch firework... While waiting for the firework to start, we were playing uno.. The firework was a beauty... After firework, went to shah alam for dinner..

Sunday head down to granny place for some rituals...

Hmm... what did i do on thurs? Snowy any idea? Anyway that's abt all.. I'll be back to work tmr.. doodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
10:36 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Today i have ExSA workshop from 9am to 5pm... It was interesting to learn new things.... Today workshop end early... About 4.30pm, we could knocked off from the workshop.. After workshop and shopping for a while, i meet up with Snowy, Triani, Dil, Azh and Din.... It was fun meeting them up and having a good laugh.. Seriously good laugh than Dil and me start weeping from too much laughter... My voice was so bad if i continue laughing i would loss my voice entirely...

Saz msg me earlier... After exchanging a few heated SMS-es telling him as to why i'm not joining Liz and the rest of the couples for holiday trip... He keep asking me why didn't i go and stuff like that.. I had enough of it... I decided to message him telling him that i'm gonna sleep... Meet him when both us are free... Or shall i say some other time perhaps... Hmm.. Maybe i should just tell him that i'll meet him after raya... hahaha..

Seriously right now, i'm moving on... I don't want to be there waiting for him and always be there for him kind of stuff... Since he don't treasure me, why should i be such a fool for him who is selfish.. Enough is enough...

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:22 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Earlier on today i have my final theory test... Before the test i have e-trial... I tried 3 time and i keep failing... I wasn't looking forward for my actual test which i have to go after the e-trial... I chatted with Snowy telling her about the test.. While doing the test, i was really anxious.. i've completed the test but i don't dare to end the test.. I thought of going thru the answer to see if there is any changes i would like to make.. Than again i thought, why not just take the risk... That few second of waiting make me stop breathing for a while.. When i saw the screen appear "PASS", i was smiling from ear to ear... heheheh..

So now i need to focus more on practical and hopefully to be able to book TP test soon... As for the final theory test, i didn't even study... I have e-learning to complete but yet to complete.. I thought of going thru my e-learning but i ended up dozing off early.. hahaha..

Later tonight i have dinner date with Lemon, Ivan and Snowy.. Syai couldn't make it for the dinner date as he's working late.. Have no idea where we gonna head for dinner but most probably we would be going to Breeks.. Syai, u should meet us up... don't u miss us?

Anyway, Saz message me few days back asking me if i wanna accompany him to his friend chalet.. Told him i have work the next day and i need to be up early... Seriously i had enough of his nonsense.. I hate it when he's with me, he start talking about his ex.. What we did together remind him of his ex and stuff like that.. So i decided to retreat back... All this while, he didn't appreciate me... Guys only start regretting when we gals are out of their live.... When we are theirs, they would take advantage of us and never even appreciate us... Anyway, i have move my things out of his apartment... Had enough of it... *sigh*

For now, i'm going to bum around waiting for the time to pass... doodle~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
2:08 PM

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Let see.. Where shall i start... Hmm.. Last Saturday after work, met up with Snowy and her friends at Boat Quay... We head down to Mind Cafe for some wacky boardgames.. After the game, we decided to go to Clarke Quay, China One as Fir has some performance there... Those guys want to go to MOS but i have to go to OBar as its A'an birthday...

So i head down to OBar with Mif to celebrate A'an birthday... It was funny at how scared he was when i hammered him the last time.. hahahaha.. So i had to threaten him to talk to me... I told Mif to pass message to him that if he didn't come to chat with me, i'm going off... He was like gonna pee in his pant... hahahaha.. So he come forward apologizing to me.... hahahaha...

At OBar, i was ended up with Rin and her group of friends... (Rin is Mif friend) Rin was with her bro and two or was it three guy friends.. So most of the time i was there with them... About 3.30am i decided to make a move from OBar... Told Mif and A'an that i'm going off.. Than went over to Rin and her friend that i'm heading off... So just give Rin and her friends a hug each... While i was halfway out, i thought Mif decided to accompany me to MOS but it was Rin and one of his guy friends... They were asking for my number as one of their friends wanna know me...

I was like trap there when Rin holding on to me and another guy shoove a mobile phone towards me... So i decided to give my number.. I think if i didn't give my number they won't let me go off just yet...

Once i'm outta OBar, off i went to MOS as Fir and some of them were there at the VIP lounge waiting for me... Lini and Ril was sitting beside each other taking pictures after pictures... Fir and me was like screaming across the table... I decided to move in beside Fir so that i don't have to scream...

The next day i had to work... As usual.. What's new.. I'm so close to losing my voice the next day.. But good thing i didn't... The guy in Obar was Yan.. We are messaging each other everyday... To my horror, another Mr. February... hahahaha.. Oh gosh... Saz also Mr. February... I guess that's all for now.. Toodles~

angelic-devilordevilish-angel
1:20 PM